thesis - truth is a magick variable

A had a little essay on bullying, but i want to explore some tangents. first of all, magic is something thrown around in video games. in a video game its called a buff or a debuff if its a lingering type of spell that stays on a players character. the buff is obviously, well an armor or regen increase and debuff is the opposite, its what you dont want. in the real world, bullies are the spellcasters, the psychopath is basically an arbiter node, the bodies around it are subjected to their metaphysical influence. my understanding of energy, well using some bruce lipton way of looking at things. is that we can either be in a state of expansion and growth, or contraction and illness. bruce lipton says its not the genes that control life but perception, and of course the dawkins forum if you check it out says bruce lipton is a pseudo science new age loony toon. but i believe bruce lipton and he touched my life in a very positive way. so im going to make the perception of the organism a truth.

as bruce lipton says, fear brings about contraction and fight or flight responses (well initially) and love brings about growth and personal power. we either love ourselves or hate ourselves. but loving ourself or hating ourself are acknowledgements as to the quality of our being bestowed upon us from third partys. if youve been judged unfit for "natural selection", then how can you love yourself when your biology wants you to all the time love somebody else but you cant touch somebody else because you're too much of something undesirable?

let me illustrate something with money maybe this isnt groundbreaking but its something i realized many years ago. wealth is savings. its not how much you earn but how much you keep after the "grim reaper" taxes you or makes you pay bills at the end of the month.

the most i ever made gross was 3600 a month. when i made this compared to my shittier times in life at 1800, i wasnt making 2x more money. i was making like 20x more money. because my living expenses basically stayed the same. it cost me about 1600 to live per month and to enjoy myself so my savings were only really 200 dollars per month when i made 1800, but if i made 3600, my living expenses didnt become 3400, they stayed at 1600 so i was able to save 2000 a month and thats how i afforded my 08 mazda car in literally 7 months from scratch. i was literally 20x richer for having a job that only paid twice as much.

this is why income disparity is so great. people look at the numbers and go oh the lower income people make 22k a year ok. oh the guys who went to school for 3 years and got BA's they make 50k. hmm...only twice as much money! its actually probably in the realm of 60x more money in savings potential.

this phenomenon is also true in my opinion with the metaphysical and available "self worth" currency that is limited. because sexually. your self worth is directly related to the self worth of people of the same sex as you. if you've been judged. either fairly or unfairly (it doesnt matter the spell has the same effect) you're going to hate yourself, and as such, the opposite sex will avoid you and you will be extremely broke without love or happiness. to the point where nobody may kiss you volunatarily for your entire life that you'd hope will kiss you. and some people just have abundant sexual escapades to the point they're not even putting a value on their behaviour anymore. but if money or more specifically wealth, is actually savings and not earnings, and this wealth is an exponential difference that can be 20-100 x more abundant when only earning 2-3 x as much money as the next person (as ive illustrated). and this wealth will give you access to the metaphysical (and the physical). then obviously the gatekeepers need to be the arbiter node or psychopath who is in control of perception. to control who is seeing themselves positively or negatively which will either have the effect of a buff or debuff, or a stateof growth and love or a state of fear and contraction and self loathing.

bruce lipton said the genes dont control biology, perception does. well if the psychopath controls perception. then psychopaths control biology by way of determining growth states or contraction states in people and therefore in conclussion he who has access to the truth variables that has magical power to determine who makes more money (because of self worth princible) and therefore who manifests their destiny.

Thats an interesting piece of observational arithmetic on the earnings , but what ive found is that people on higher earnings tend to delegate a higher proportion of their earnings to their living standards, present and future, like mortgage/investments etc, (JUST LIKE THEIR CONDITIONED TOO) so that maybe their keep money is greater but not in the supreme smartcat way you showed it would be highnoon if they used their own minds , it definetly would be better for people to keep and save and then do as they choose with their extra funds rather thabn commit to ever bigger monthly debts as is the norm now

because sexually. your self worth is directly related to the self worth of people of the same sex as you

Not sure what you mean by this bit , can u elaborate

i made a stupid error it was 10x more not 20x


about your question.

just that silver medal competitors can be gold medalists should the gold medalist not exist

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tonya_Harding

your significant other chances are tied to who else is around you of the same sex. more and more western males leave for the philipines etc to find wives because they're more valuable entering those love markets.

part of everybodies self worth model is crafted by the external. i dont think people make self worth models for themself either only others make it for everybody else. the individuals role is to present themself (an idea) and have it evaluated. if its a bad evaluation they can remake themself, but if they cant remake themselves (or just believe they cant), they fall into a contraction spell that may last them a lifetime.

i suppose there are people who make their self worth models for themself and dont let anybody else change thier mind about it. but what if they're not accepted by the external? are they delusional for thinking so highly of themself of does the external not see what they see?

or maybe....does the external lie on purpose that its no good when it really is good? how do you please an external group mind when the group mind isnt being non partisan? if you truly believed you were better than what the external fedback into you, but the external surprising at first but over time, predictably shot you down, told you to go back to the drawing board. are you supposed to think the external world is unfairly hostile or will most people give and adopt the externals repetitive unfair judgements because if they keep getting judged the same way it must be true?

i feel that most people will judge others fairly, but the cruel individual can torment somebody, not even just by downplaying one persons abilities, but by promoting another person who is inferior and the superior person having to watch an inferior person do the job that they feel should be theirs. because regardless of a persons awareness that another is being unfair. everytime you unfairly dont get what you want, you re-evaluate yourself anyway.

but basically, im thinking genes have little role in biological or sexual outcomes maybe it has more for animals who have a limited social role. its 90% memes for humans.


ill also expand on what i think about how the bullying in school works, i dont know if i said this before. but when a spiritually oppressed invidiual throws that punch onto his psychological tormenter, the system was already set up in place in the background waiting for this opportunity to get involved in the childs life. the system uses youth sociopathy to harm weaker members of society without the youth sociopath realizes he's doing the dirty work for the new world order. the psychologists/psychiatrists will get involved with the family of the student who "burst", start the drug treaments and start their specialized memes for additional psychological direction of the host.

its not really a complex phenomenon its really as simply as knowing that wind blows on coastlines, and setting up windmills to harness the energy that can be predictably expected to blow on the coastline. it may not be windy everyday, but eventually it is and the turbine makes it rotation to produce that kilowatt for the system.

ok i understand the self worth comparison equation as you meant it highnoon.
Is tanya harding on steroids ?

Self-worth in itself a very complex subject, because it is a value that is attenuated by the selfs understanding of itself , and by the selfs relationship with others and with society .

These aspects manifest as employment, wealth, family, friends, sexual intimacy , self reflection

The willed self, can certainly work on the self-reflection, but on its own , that could lead to complete isolation and alienation , so they also have to work on the other 5, work on them in a way that they are contributing to their energy rather than draining it .

That is a theory, but in reality, people only come to self-consciousness often with a debit in one or more of these areas
The early conditioning by family friends and society can leave people literally handicapped in their societys just by being the persona they are, and they are left to their own devices to try and scramble their way out of the psychological rubiks cube

LIfe seems more of an ordeal if looked at from a distance , an ordeal to what end is the question , some people endure and hope, others engage and hope, some give up , others just dream of life ,

am booking a flight to the philippines

And sometimes the silver medal should have been the gold on the judgemental events, ... who decides, something in peoples prejudiced consciousness which are conditioned by "influences" as is self-worth

The understanding of influence is a tough one to crack, under the intoxication of the sensuals