Freestyling

Well, I hate to admit it, but I have to agree that I have been totally blind to a lot of things in my life. I didn't know I was living behind invisible prison bars.

Rainy, I think we definitely must have that in common. I distinctly remember having a paradigm shift in March of 2007, and the shock still hasn't left my system, in a way. One problem is whenever a person undergoes a major paradigm shift in their consciousness, that doesn't necessarily mean that the "guy next door" had one too.

And now that I think about it, it's a shame that we have to undergo such radical paradigm shifts altogether, due to the obvious corrupt history we are taught, told, and believed. There really is no good safety net for people who have no idea what they are experiencing, because they may be experiencing "it" alone.

Once I began noticing my own "invisible prison bars", as you put it, I began to see other peoples' "invisible prison bars", and it became too difficult to focus on it all, so I had to figure a way out of my "own" first, I'm still doing that, by the way.

After awhile I realized that many if not most of the people around me were in some sort of "intellectual incubator" that I could only view, but not really affect. Then I realized that most people are really really dumb, and in fact, they are so dumb, that they are dangerously dumb, as I used to be, and maybe still am!

Believe it or not, this whole thing began with me when I discovered the first Zeitgiest film (yeah, it has its errors, and yeah it's mostly the work of a guy who pretty much copied all of Jordan Maxwell's stuff - Peter Joseph, I think is his name). But it was a seed, and that seed of information somehow led me to the MTSAR board, his work, and all of you, and so on and so forth.

I guess there is no excuse and I can't go back and change anything. Everything will move forward on the path that's been laid out. Sometimes I feel like I am in a self induced twelve step program. The first thing I have to do is admit I have just been totally blind.

There really shouldn't be any shame or guilt in that statement, if you ask me, Rainy. Maybe, the realization of one knowing they are blind, is simply due to not seeing the Universe with the correct sort of "spectacles" on.

Now I am just totally sad and defeated.

I appreciate your honesty, and oh yeah... I feel that way too sometimes. My 'grounding device' is humor. Come on, this shit is pretty funny sometimes, that is.... humanity, and how nuts everything really is.

I really would like to give you a big hug rainyday. Things are not all right and I'm tired of pretending and being blind too.
I would like to believe that people will just stop what they are doing and not participate anymore with the establishment's plans.
I can wish for change, but the sad realization is that the majority of people will not do anything and have not since day one.
So I'm going to have to work on myself which the establishment makes almost impossible.
It's the ruler's reality, not my own. Some people get real mad when they finally get that, I get depressed.

I've always known something was not right and that folks were not cave people like they want us to believe. A long time ago, I believe that
people were more intact and had done great things with their minds and more evolved than they are now. But no, they want you to believe that we have always behaved and thought like neanderthals. Well we do now!!

This change that is supposedly coming is going to change the consciousness, it's been documented that there used to be other worlds they
called them and all of them were controlled and just as bad as this one, so I doubt the next one will be any better, unless the predators are taken care of once and for all. I do feel that some people who are awake can escape. That is why I made a sick joke about Ratzinger.

My goodness! People have been made to do horrendous things and the worst is when a mother abandons her child. The world is pure hell then. I'm so glad you know about the females in third world countries. It's so bad that people everywhere are conditioned to think that the sex slave trade is all they have to survive so it's a good thing! And brainwashed so that any abuse that happens, like the Vatican, is set aside!
The money system is really bad too.
You are a trooper rainyday and I'm proud of you!!

I tell you I am totally having a reality check this week.
The only thing I can say is that most of the things I always thought of as conspiracy is really not conspiracy. It's real and that is going to take some time for me to process...

They Do LIVE... for real...THEY DO.

........and probably immortal

Some sure seem that way...

A graduate went off here yesterday that was in my sons flight and they had to evacuate the building for a couple hours. I'm happy he didnt go off when he was carrying a loaded M16 during Beast Training. geeze...



I guess they are sending him to psych ward or something. I don't know...

You can never tell what sets recruits off, while I was in basic
training, this young kid from Kentucky I think, just took off
running in the building down the hall out the DI's office. Ran straight
into a large thick glass door without even attempting to slow down
to make his exit by opening the damn door first.

He just flipped out, bolted for the door and kept running, cracked
the thick glass door and it knocked him out. The rest of us are
standing there wondering, wtf? They took him to the psych
ward/hospital and discharged him shortly after that.

Yea, I talked with my son on the phone today. He's flying to A school. He said they took this kid several times to be evaluated during training.
I guess they are discharging him with he's going to jail with a felony on his record. I mean, why would someone want to go thru all that training, graduate and then do something stupid to be kicked out? My son thinks he has an IQ of a genius and described him as the Hannibal Lecter type.

There are so many people there, it's unreal. They are graduating 800 recruits every week. Think about it, 800 recruits every week and that's just one branch of the military. Then I drive down the street and realize there are so many cars and so many people just in this city alone. There are so many people in this country it just boggles the mind.

When you put a bunch of people together and just watch them, you would be surprised how some seem not human. I guess humans are animals.
You don't like to think of yourself that way, but it sure looks like we have a world full of animals and it makes you question your own existence.

I mean WTF is going on here??? Nobody can explain anything, don't you think it's kinda weird? All one can do is speculate about this existence and why all of us are here.

I feel sorry for the kid. There must be something terribly wrong.

Are you aware that more soldiers killed themselves last year than were killed by enemy fire?

http://www.globalresearch.ca/index.php?context=va&aid=16916

I agree with Bill Cooper on many issues...

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-2002620178209550141#

That Lecter guy sounds perfect for domestic law enforcement...because that is what they are now looking for to police the unrest and the upcoming riots.

And idea for the future...
By a good chunk of land...supply with water, plumbing, electric. And place a bunch of super cheap trailer homes and a small area for large tent pavillions and four person sleeper tents of durable material and you will soon be a busy landlord.

How much to rent a four man tent for a month with access to the public rest room facility and water spigot?

Oh yeah, I can see a condo-tent city doing real well in the near future. With some gardens and crops where my rent slaves can work for me and make a few apples a week in return.

And for the single ladies who just can't get a job to pay the rent and bills, well...just come on over to Quicksilver's Tent City And Depression Era Living Facility scantily clad...and maybe we can work out some..."installment payments".

Oh yeah, I can see a condo-tent city doing real well in the near future. With some gardens and crops where my rent slaves can work for me and make a few apples a week in return.

And for the single ladies who just can't get a job to pay the rent and bills, well...just come on over to Quicksilver's Tent City And Depression Era Living Facility scantily clad...and maybe we can work out some..."installment payments".

It's depressing, but I think that is where the U.S. is definitely headed. The picture I have in my head is of Somalia, but with Mexicans. And QSC, do you know what the scary sad fact is about this? You can walk down any average American street and tell anyone about what is coming, and they would never ever believe you, or me. Even relatively intelligent people would never believe it.

I don't think the average American is prepared for that severe of a shock (it would be too much to handle), to know that the country is being gutted, both morally, and financially. But let me tell you, the general mood of this country is even more mentally depressed than she is financially depressed. We Americans are a sad bunch.

Maybe a catastrophe of epic proportions will cause people to have more caring and respect for one another. A common respect that has been long lost.

I'm prepared for this to be the most commonly used bumper sticker, and maybe the new national flag. Rather than stars, 50 bananas representing each state. The banana spangled banner, maybe someone, somewhere out there is already thinking of this.



People will just love it, I mean who doesn't like bananas, right?

What is the alternative history on the ALAMO?

There is so much history being retold from what every American was always taught, I assume there is an alternative history on the Alamo.

Yes, I went for a tour at the Alamo. and of course, I had to BUY a lot of souvenirs.

I got the big flag with a cannon on it that says, "COME AND TAKE IT", among other things.

I think when the borders are erased between Mexico and Canada, the US will rule over all North America.

I think that's the plan. Everyone slaves to the American system.

I'm prepared for this to be the most commonly used bumper sticker, and maybe the new national flag. Rather than stars, 50 bananas representing each state. The banana spangled banner, maybe someone, somewhere out there is already thinking of this.

Dont lose that sense of humour fLames

God bless America
land that I love
stand beside her
and guide her
through the night
with a bailout from above...

Reno, Nevada...let the good times roll.
Hey, hop on over to my tent to listen to my little AM radio and for some cold baked bean sandwiches on Wonder bread with a can of warm Orange soda.
Followed by the dessert of your choice...a Twinkie or a two pack of some chocolate Ho Hos.
Saturday night is roadkill surprise cooked over a fire in an old oil drum on a manhole cover hotplate...fajitas a la possum.



I know Sparky, but I have to feed the family and you got a lot of meat on them bones. Enough for a week or two. It's been some good times 'ol yeller', but now sacrifices must be made. (...homeless man lifts knife, slices dogs throat and begin chugging blood shooting from the carotid artery....masses of other street urchins file in drooling and begging for a lick of the blood, a feeding frenzy of crazed starved homeless maggots begins and the dog is devoured raw by the crowd and soon followed by the ripping apart and consumption of the homeless man.)

BEAST PHOTO...

I would post it but I can't get it to post...

In another thread the topic of contradictions came up. I thought I'd add some thoughts about that.

I think we all see contradictions everywhere we look. One of the major contradictions that I see is society in general. One thing that the advertisers, doctors, pharma, etc.. understand about the human being is that he or she is empty and incomplete.

What is that empty incompleteness?

I would say that it is an incompleteness of several things:

1. Self value

2. Individuality

3. Love

4. Morality

5. Common or civil respect

These qualities have obviously been diminished in the present world we live in. Never before have I seen more people huddled together, yet so alone. The religions that I believe that are perishing before our very eyes (and rightfully so, in my opinion) have been replaced with blatant sorcery, through the promise of products and their effectiveness. In other words the message seems to be: "you are born incomplete and you need us".

Money seems to be the only medium of that which can be purchased or rightfully owned. For in this age, one has nothing without a direct transaction. The few who understand this falsity are left to wander in an almost Cain-like metaphor. An outcasted man or woman from the herd, apparently their own unhappiness has caused them to 'search'.

How many people do you know who have been 'searching' for something they can never seem to find? This is where I believe love, self value, individuality, morality, and common civil respect have been hijacked by the invention and sale of mental illness and personal well being through advertisement.

It's a very peculiar age we live in. Nobody seems to listen to each other, but all seem to listen to the constant bombardment of advertising and through corporate salvation. I know everyone here has a good idea of what I'm getting at. But looking at the bigger picture, there is such a strange problem with where the human species is headed.

I suppose the fact that one recognizes the contradictions, they instinctively understand that something isn't right. The big problem is, is how does this problem get solved when everybody seems to be so divided on so many different levels?

I have heard people propose the idea that mankind is evolving. But I can't help but ask the question. What is mankind evolving from and what is he evolving into?

Humanity will have to evolve or die.

You know, when people were living back in the day, they felt the same emptiness. Except, it wasn't felt quite the same because they were too busy trying to survive. Now that humanity has evolved and still struggle, people are still empty, but they have more time on their hands to contemplate the empty feelings more. Humanity may never feel complete. Maybe that's what being human is all about. SEARCHING...

Maybe finding the completeness is the end of the human journey.

That's as good of an explanation as I've heard Rainy. That which we do not know or understand could be the very symptom of our present "pathology". Like some sort of "genetic block" that prevents us from looking back "too far". Or it could be something more simple of course, such as the falsification of history and the repression of man's possible true transmutative potential.

The statue that stands on top of the capitol building in downtown Phoenix.

The Winged Victory of Samothrace, also called the Nike of Samothrace,[1] is a second century B.C. marble sculpture of the Greek goddess Nike (Victory). Since 1884, it has been prominently displayed at the Louvre and is one of the most celebrated sculptures in the world.

There sure are a lot of these replicas of higher level beings hanging around this country. Surely these are not just figments of humans imagination from way back when. I mean after all, they stand on top of everything that is supposedly important.

Maybe they should all come down and humans wouldn't be looking up to some higher level being and feeling left behind or like they are missing something. There is no reason to pay reverence to these creatures.

Hi ya'll so what to do about all that huh....anyone try breathing techniques posted here?? I would be glad to share and give recommendations if anyone wants to try it. And I'm just talking about the breathing only, not going into meditation or anything like that.
I would be glad to do your visualizing Flames as soon as I have the chance.

I used to be cautious because my fearful mind thought I would be open to something out there and not do anything which was real bad because it hurt my soul. But everyone has all got to try and do something. And when a tool comes along there is a reason for it. Folks have the ability and it's real.

I think it was Flames that posted the breathing video. I watched it and it does help. Yes, I would be interested in learning the breathing techniques.

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Seraphim, I'm also interested in learning your breathing techniques.

Speaking of visualizations...

I've been doing a few of Stewart Swerdlow's visualizations over the last couple of weeks. If anything, they are really good mental exercises for centering. The "T-bar" exercise is one I've been doing once in the morning and once at night for the last couple of weeks.

Something I found interesting about the "t-bar" exercise, is the fact that for about the first week I did this, I always saw the third symbol on his chart: the one with a cross and a loop at the top. But lately, I've been seeing the cross (like a perfect cross) every time. Anyway, I have found this exercise to help me consciously "center" myself, and stay there.



^ *starting at 2:25* ("t-bar" exercise - above video)

I already posted this before, but here is his

"Ocean of Life" exercise some of us tried. I have found this exercise extremely powerful for times that I find myself "stuck" in traumatic memories.




And finally:



An exercise that he calls "Expanding our pineal gland capacity".

I have found all of those exercises to be useful, practical, and actually quite easy.

Great, now we are cooking!
Got myself to do the breathing techniques with the same results, : ) yes Haudenosaunee that was the one thanks again. It just happens to be almost the same as the one I used to do, except I find this one more detailed, so it's definitely more effective.

Everyone goes at a different pace and might change a little of the technique so if any of you would like to share how you are doing, we can go from there and I can suggest what has helped me. I'd like to know how the pipe and the Ba tha breathing worked out, I find those two as keys, especially the pipe technique. Since, breathing is the meditation, I wouldn't worry about the counting, just let the breathe take you. Having a straight, vertical spine is important btw.

I'll have to check those Swerdlow videos out flames, his deprogramming DVD looks interesting.

I'll have to check those Swerdlow videos out flames, his deprogramming DVD looks interesting.

I would love to meet Stewart Swerdlow. He is one of the most fascinating men I've ever heard of.

*edit*

...forgive my picture of Billy Mays... it was just too big.

There is something about Swerdlow, he knows his thing.

I still have to watch them and do your visualization Flames. If anyone has time or has a chance to do any of the breathing techniques give me a holler. If you find yourself breathing very shallow, to almost no breath you are on the right track. That's what the pipe breathing gets you ready for.
There is something that science does not explain and that is lack of oxygen and death, they say especially for the brain and it's a quick death. But there is a way to get around that because all those Yogis who stop breathing live. There has to be something else besides oxygen that keeps the body alive. At first I was thinking oxygen somehow gets stored in the lungs or blood so when a person gets the body going again it's not as if it won't be able to function. And if the heart stops there will be no need for oxygen, plus it's already in some kind of stasis, on hold, and stored in the body.

IMO, I find the prayers and for sure Laura's too subliminal for me because those are really the goal of the meditation, plus makes a person focus to much on words and that's a distraction I believe, when all is needed is to let the breath prepare the body and then other aspects will take over.

it would be interesting to hear the results of the breathing techniques if anyone likes to post their experience