Freestyling

If you think back to when you are a baby , how slowly analytical self-consciousness develops
It takes many years for a human to reach a certain level of analytical self consciousness
But my question always is, are you really "self" -conscious or are there aspects of the psyche that are opened up for your self to be conscious off ?
So self-consciousness is not an aquired endstate it is an ever expanding state

And if you constantly evolve your consciousness , then slowly but surely, other aspects of understanding open up, so what happens is that your dreamworld starts to develop behind a conscious curtain , until it comes to a time, , not known by you or anyone , when you start to have another world unveiled to you in your private dreams, but this world is not completely comprehensible with the daytime consciousness analytical tools, so it requires a new set of percepting tools which have to be developed by the self from scratch, but these new tools seem to be instinctive in their learning so that the self learns a new perception of how consciousness may progress, but it cant quite convert the perception into a working model for daytime conscious analysing because the lessons are not sequentially progressive , they are presented in a confounding pattern which will only begin to make their own sense when your daytime consciousness has had its appetite filled and is ready to adjust into an altered state of understandings
But who then is orchestrating ones dream - The conventional scientific explanation of your own subconscious or unconscious which they dont truly explain in a convincing manner or something else

Actually i meant to enquire what are your thoughts on the origin of your own consciousness HIgh noon, just a chance biological creation with finite time left or something more ?
But no reply required unless one comes to mind that you want to put out

And sometimes what i post may be a little off the wall so to speak but i will try and keep it out of the wah wah room

.it's always...outside influences that shape a person....which leaves the person empty, a slave, no sense of their Self at all.

Seraphim, it is for this very reason I attempt to limit my involvement with "the outside world". Meaning, not the world itself, but its ideals, systems of control, psychopaths, degenerates, half-wits, tough guys, slut bags, etc...

One is criticized in the is world for thinking differently. Their is no such thing as being an individual, everyone must have the same beliefs and thoughts.

Laughing keeps me from screaming and going on a sniper rampage.

We are what we think we are. The habitual inclination of our thoughts determines our talents and abilities, and our personality. Thus, some think they are writers or artists, industrious or lazy, and so on. What if you want to be other than what you presently think you are? You may argue that others have been born with the special talent you lack but desire to have. This is true. But they had to cultivate the habit of that ability some time -- if not in this life, then in a previous one. So whatever you want to be, start to develop that pattern now. You can instill any trend in your consciousness right now, provided you inject a strong thought in your mind; then your actions and whole being will obey that thought.

Tab Totty is back: Cambridge undergraduates strip to their bikinis for controversial student newspaper

By Andrew Levy
26th January 2010


They go together hand in hand - students and pubs. But Cambridge dons will be having a blue fit after this undergraduate draped herself across a bar in a revealing bikini for a controversial student newspaper. The girl, who goes under the name Brittany and is studying social and political sciences at Homerton College, is the latest to pose for online students' magazine The Tab.


Tab Totty is back! Brittany from Homerton poses for a saucy shoot in
Tab HQ: the Maypole pub

Previous models have been pictured in a punt and wearing boxing gloves, provoking criticism that the photographs demean women.

But Britanny, who had her photoshoot done at The Maypole, a popular student haunt, defended her decision, saying it showed beauty and brains could be found in the same package. 'Cambridge used to have this preconception that you can't be both smart and beautiful but the Tab's kind of smashing that,' she said.

'It's not like I'm naked, it's just a bit of fun. I was worried that I'd be really nervous but it was actually really casual. No pressure.'
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1246090/Cambridge-undergraduate-poses-skimpy-bikini-reclines-on.html#ixzz0dhxeo9Dz

• tgII...If you were a woman with some nice TnA, would you use your powers for good?

seraphim wrote:Rainyday look up at the moon now!!

HURRY HURRY!!!!!!
Just wanted to catch you, guess I missed you.
Nothing to get worried about. Sorry, just something you don't see everyday.

You know how the moon has a halo around it if foggy or almost cloudy outside.
Well tonight it was something different. If you can picture a huge dark round planet behind the moon that is what it kind of reminds me of. It's strange to look at.
You got the overcast but this very big darker circle around the moon. I would say it would fit 10 to 15 moons in diameter across the circle. It's not a regular smaller halo.
At first, I thought it was a wide band of cloud perfectly encircling the moon, but that would be man made.