During the Darkest Hour: Before the Dawn

Flames Sun 21 Mar 2010, 06:34

Say the End is not near but here, whatever that end might be. The return of the Christ, the grand hello of the Alien, The Nuclear Armageddon of the Governments, or the Piano falling out the Sky on some personal, city dwelling night:

What are your thoughts?

If you were to have some deep intuition that you just knew, would be the last moment of your life, or the life of men, What would your thoughts be? Some weird part of me tells me to start asking these questions, because we all know that we will one day die, and we may spend a life time wondering why.

When I really dig down deep about that, I can't help but to wonder about some human being that took a bullet to the back of his head, his last thought may have been of returning to base-camp in some unknown land. What the fuck was he here for, and what went through his head?

seraphim Sun 21 Mar 2010, 06:59

All I have left are thoughts that don't make sense, probably because it goes way back in the DNA. The trauma really does stay there, but they can be found out. Anyway that goes for everyone most likely.

What are your thoughts?

Destruction. I don't think of that personally, but I know that's going to happen, it always does in this realm.
And you?
All I do is think, because everything is gone. Will I die thinking.......why and what happened. Things are so messed up, people don't even want to live and are not themselves. I certainly never wanted to be here.

When I really dig down deep about that, I can't help but to wonder about some human being that took a bullet to the back of his head, his last thought may have been of returning to base-camp in some unknown land. What the fuck was he here for, and what went through his head?

Could have been you?
Great thoughts Flames............ Smile

Flames Sun 21 Mar 2010, 07:28

All I have left are thoughts that don't make sense, probably because it goes way back in the DNA. The trauma really does stay there

That right there, Seraphim, is one Hell of a Thought! That is probably the exact thing on my mind, in harmonic words. You are getting into areas of physics that drop-kick - shit like relativity, gets right into the fabric of space time and goes swimming. Rotation and Velocity both have weird numbers that I'm positive do not make sense. Factor the trauma mixed with the pain you described, then I suppose a color does exist worse than black.

seraphim Sun 21 Mar 2010, 07:35

Flames......we have been SHATTERED.......it's not harmonic anymore.....

Flames Sun 21 Mar 2010, 07:43

it's not harmonic anymore

During the Darkest Hour: Before the Dawn 595disappointed3if8

Then ma'am who is going to put back together the Universe? LOL Just think about that thought, if you were some crazy janitor god-like being whose role was like putting humanity back together and shit. What a weak economy of the gods that would be! bounce

seraphim Sun 21 Mar 2010, 08:05

Then ma'am who is going to put back together the Universe?

Sir....you are.

Maybe I'm not supposed to understand. Guess I just embarrass the Captain.

tgII Sun 21 Mar 2010, 23:02

Thoughts on the end, but first, a video to set the tone and demonstrate
the vulgarity of it all:

So, the other day, I saw videos being plastered all over the
internet saying something to the effect a high level American
military general said Israel did 9/11 - and everyone believed
him. Shocked

Why are Americans so trusting and naive?

The great whore sitting there in London, the Babylonian bitch
from ancient history, sitting on the throne of death and decay,
an irrational power structure is now manipulating events for
WWIII.

The population will be reduced by billions and suspect nuclear as
well as biological weapons.

The bitch of Babylon after the dust cloud settles will continue
on for another 500 years, bruised, battered, relocated, but they
will continue, bankers never, ever lose, not ever.

Anyone see this, modern British history (well, since 1688...) in a
nutshell: bloody brilliant!

rainyday Mon 22 Mar 2010, 01:26

Death isn't all that hard. The only thing hard about it is the loved ones you leave behind and it's effect on them. That's a never ending cycle.

It's also that love for others that you get up everyday and slave to provide in this fucked up world.

Love can make you do crazy things.

seraphim Mon 22 Mar 2010, 06:57

Yeah, nice setting the tone tgII. I was hoping that at least if people have to edure all of what's going, they can smile or laugh about things. It's insane how a person can be here one minute and gone another, and others being born the same day. Death is a serious matter.
Life is like a flash of.....

Flames, I sounded stupid, I didn't mean to keep saying the word 'anyways', nor was I bored. I don't think I've ever been bored in my life, I cherish my bored time, although I've been down and depressed like so many others.
You have potential in your harmonics. You are the crazy janitor God!

rainyday Tue 13 Apr 2010, 05:36

found this posted on mtsar board...

Flames Tue 13 Apr 2010, 06:46

Lately, I have come to the conclusion (and my conclusions change for they are never as solid matter, but a passing wave) that this "life" is but a stepping stone of lives to be lived, and deaths to have died, like some sick video game that has no end. I consciously try to prepare myself "for that doubtful hour" that I might die. Be it some lingering illness lurking within me, death is there, creeping and allowing itself to make itself known to me. Kind of like the guy you never listened to that always said "I told you so, motherfucker."

There is something to the matter of physics and human immortality that we (us) simply do not understand. Who are we to prepare funerals for the dead?

Through fear it casts its doubt upon all of my decisions. Tells me I've never done enough. Bitch slaps me in the morning, commands me to do its unamely deeds. But we just "get through it all anyway", hoping for some peace of mind, a time to relax and "just be".

Maybe we are all being passively suicidal by the act of waking up each day. Surely the Universe cannot be so cruel and indifferent to its creation. The Christ logic of checks and balances (goodness vs evil, the acknowledgment of the Savior from the Sinner)) seem to negate ones tendencies and behaviors through the "Christ Concept", itself. Why can't I just say the magic words and believe? Therefore none of us are truly responsible for what we do to each other and the Universe itself?

If Christ knows my heart, he surely does not know me.

I have no idea, but fear reminds me that I am alive, and that I will die one day. But on that day, I will remember that I had love in my heart, and I gave every last bit of strength I had left on that day. Though I might be wrong, I've always believed that hearts are stronger than minds.

rainyday Tue 13 Apr 2010, 07:28

Flames, that was beautiful. That is the only way I can describe it and I totally relate. The only thing I could add to it for myself, I am just tired of the waiting game. That is what it seems like these days, a waiting game. I really don't like long drawn out scenarios. Whatever end comes to me, I hope it comes fast and furious.

Flames Tue 13 Apr 2010, 09:15

Rainy, I think what we're getting at here is a word sadder than death. A little word called Love.

* Agápe (αγάπη agápē) means "love" in modern day Greek, such as in the term s'agapo (Σ'αγαπώ), which means "I love you". In Ancient Greek, it often refers to a general affection or deeper sense of "true love" rather than the attraction suggested by "eros". Agape is used in the biblical passage known as the "love chapter", 1 Corinthians 13, and is described there and throughout the New Testament as sacrificial love. Agape is also used in ancient texts to denote feelings for a good meal, one's children, and the feelings for a spouse. It can be described as the feeling of being content or holding one in high regard.

* Éros (έρως érōs) is passionate love, with sensual desire and longing. The Modern Greek word "erotas" means "(romantic) love;" however, eros does not have to be sexual in nature. Eros can be interpreted as a love for someone whom you love more than the philia, love of friendship. It can also apply to dating relationships as well as marriage. Plato refined his own definition: Although eros is initially felt for a person, with contemplation it becomes an appreciation of the beauty within that person, or even becomes appreciation of beauty itself. It should be noted Plato does not talk of physical attraction as a necessary part of love, hence the use of the word platonic to mean, "without physical attraction." Plato also said eros helps the soul recall knowledge of beauty, and contributes to an understanding of spiritual truth. Lovers and philosophers are all inspired to seek truth by eros. The most famous ancient work on the subject of eros is Plato's Symposium, which is a discussion among the students of Socrates on the nature of eros.

* Philia (φιλία philía) means friendship in modern Greek. It is a dispassionate virtuous love, a concept developed by Aristotle. It includes loyalty to friends, family, and community, and requires virtue, equality and familiarity. In ancient texts, philos denoted a general type of love, used for love between family, between friends, a desire or enjoyment of an activity, as well as between lovers.

* Storge (στοργή storgē) means "affection" in ancient and modern Greek. It is natural affection, like that felt by parents for offspring. Rarely used in ancient works, and then almost exclusively as a descriptor of relationships within the family. It is also known to express mere acceptance or putting up with situations, as in "loving" the tyrant.

However, as with other languages, it has been historically difficult to separate the meanings of these words.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Greek_words_for_love

How much does love have to do with death/the quality of death/and the hypothetical continuity of death?

In Western tradition, we know that "love" the word painted with very broad strokes has been reduced to "lust", not once being associated with love "of a friend or family member", or even a love for the "self".

Unfortunately, the word and its completeness, has been hijacked by the powers that hate us, and intend to rob the Universe of its hypothetical holistic construction. Grief and Death are now interchangeable, in describing entities that deserved attention by loving "survivors", or the rightful "owners" of the "ones" doing the "loving".

rainyday Tue 13 Apr 2010, 14:13

I don't know, Love and Death seem to have a lot in common...

seraphim Wed 01 Dec 2010, 07:15

How the Big God operates and may create something soon?

The furtherance of the system of human progression is cultivated by my will for the explicit purpose to merge
the human species with other species from different universes.

As it is my nature to be seven fold, there are seven universes that comprise my body. Within each of these, a species
of a particular DNA template is cast forth and is nurtured by Source Intelligence to explore its material
universe. Each of these species is sent forth from the Central Race into the universe that was created to unviel
its potential and seed vision. Your species will converge with six other species in a distant future that will
reunite my body as the living extension of known creation. While this may seem so distant as to have no relevance
to your time, it is vital for yu to understand the scope of your purpose. You can think of these seven species as
the limbs of my body rejoined to enable me/us total functionality within the grand universe. This is my
purpose and therefore your own as well.
Your freewill is not taken from you, it is merely united with my/our own. In the deepest chamber of my existance
issues the will to expand, explore, unite, synthesize and in so doing, reveal yet another layer of mt
/our purpose. What is this purpose you ask? It is not expressible in a language that you can now understand
but it is related to the concepts of universe discovery and self evolution. It is the expression and synthesis of cosmic
experience.

The ascendant beings of time are converging to my central abode. All are drawn to me for the purpose of my/our
will to be expressed throughout the grand universe in order to cast another grand universe, and to deepen
the skin of my/our personality. This is the hidden purpose of my/our will: to create new worlds
of experience that stimulate our continuing evolution.
Without you I am unable to evolve. Without me, you are unable to exist. This is our eternal bond. It was and
is my desire to evolve that gave you existance. We, collectively, are the conjoint vessel of creation and exploration.
We are the boldness of uncharted journey and the imaginative energy of the out picturing of new realities. We
are the image of an ascending infinite, expanding spiral that is created segment by segment by itself. We are
inseparable-each the window of the other.

From the Wingmakers.....So this is what they have planned. What they have been doing to us and going to do.
Those are supposed to be aspects of a human and their potentials but then the wingmaker says it uses all of the humans will, capabilities etc. to become a great God that manifests.

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